Embracing Liminal Identity : Uncovering Hidden Diversity : Celebrating Cultural Mobility

SERIES, PART III OF III – Love & Ohana: The Story of an Unstoppable Cross-Cultured Family

Leilani, Yvette, Rasha, Gino (Yvette’s husband), Peanut (Yvette’s dog), Fauna, Vanna (Rasha’s wife)

Parts one and two of this family based series explored the lives of Rasha Pecoraro and Yvette Gentile, the two daughters of Fauna Hodel.

Hodel was born in 1951 to a prominent white family in California. Before birth, Hodel was bargained off to a Black woman (Jimmie Lee Greenwade) working as a restroom attendant in a casino. In order to ensure that Hodel never found her birth family, her mother changed the race of her father on her birth certificate to read “negro.”  Greenwade was expecting the baby to take after her father and take on a darker skin tone, but when she was born it was clear that she was a white baby and very light skinned.

From that moment on, Greenwade doubted that Hodel was truly a mixed race child. Hodel, however, grew up under the impression that she was black. During an era of extreme racial tension, she was subject to abnormal amounts of prejudice from both communities that she identified with.

As a light skinned “mixed race” person within the black community, she never was treated as truly black. Hodel faced violence and abuse from her black mother, who wished more than anything that her adopted daughter was dark skinned.

Hodel was also rejected from the white community, as her upbringing in Black American culture made her seem different from a ‘normal’ white person.

All of this was complicated further by segregation era social normalities. It was difficult to navigate rules that favored whites when she looked white but identified as black.

Amidst all the confusion, Hodel eventually sought out her birth mother looking for answers. What was revealed about her birth family was more than she ever expected.

With a history of incest, murder and social prominence, Hodel was shocked to discover whose blood really ran though her veins, and what her true racial composition was.

Even despite the cultural confusion and lack of a sense of self, Hodel rose through adversity and sought to take her experiences and use them for good.

“She gracefully and miraculously came out, never a victim of circumstances and vowed to tell her story of love and perseverance,” said daughter Gentile.

“She was kind, compassionate, and loving, always. I think she decided to be the polar opposite of everything she experienced,” said her youngest daughter Pecoraro.

“We hope to perpetuate love and kindness like our mother everyday.”

Her autobiography, “One Day She’ll Darken” walks the readers through the experience of lacking identity in an identity driven world.

Despite the challenging upbringing Hodel faced, she also sought to continue zGreenwade’s legacy through the book.

Since Jimmie Lee’s death, Fauna has maintained her memory by telling a story that covers two decades of strife, heartache, comedy, omissions and mistakes, incest and murder, intrigue and bizarre behavior; but always with the purpose of overcoming the color barrier that she lived with from the day she was born,” writes a preview of the novel.

Hodel’s experiences have also graced the artistic world, when in 2015 her story was told at the Curfman Gallery in Colorado. The exhibition was entitled “Beyond Color: A Life Journey Using Art to Transcend Culture,” and was “a multimedia journey through the maze of a life with unimaginable twists and turns and unbelievable characters, with the goal of delivering a message of love and understanding that transcends race, socioeconomic status, sexual orientation, time and geography,” said Doug Sink, director of arts programs where the exhibition was located.

Currently Turner Network Television is in the midst of producing a TV series on her life story “One Day She’ll Darken.” It will be told by director Patty Jenkins  (who incidentally is a military B.R.A.T.) and screenwriter Sam Sheridan, and stars Chris Pine  of Wonder Woman and Star Trek fame, and India Eisley.

Hodel passed  in September of 2017after a valiant fight with Breast cancer. She left an incredible legacy behind her, which her two daughters constantly will strive to meet. Her acceptance of all human beings, passion for kindness and warmth towards others proves how easy it can be to see past color and just love people for who they are.

By: Allie

Allie Ruckman is a writer, content-creator, artist, marketer and a creative in every sense of the word. She is from Boulder, Colorado, and draws inspiration for her work from the casual, outdoor environment that is unique to the western United States. She is passionate about liberal politics, environmental, social and racial justice, and loves to write in the pursuit of a better, more equal world. While she is less experienced in global travel or multiculturalism, Ruckman seeks to value, respect and represent all peoples, places and cultures.

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